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[21 Mar 2006|12:41pm] |
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THANK YOU: ...
SARAH
JESSE
CAROLYNE
DARYLL
LAURA
KARI
ASHLEIGH
CHRIS
JACOB
... FOR COMING TO THE DIAPER PARTY... THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD TIME, AND ENJOYED ANTHONYS COOKING HAHA... IT WAS GOOD SEEING ALL OF YOU... THANKS FOR COMING TO VISIT JORDYN... I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!
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| JORDYN RAYNE IS FINALLY HERE!!! |
[11 Mar 2006|05:13pm] |
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ITS ANOTHER GIRL!!!
JORDYN RAYNE PEREZ
BORN: THURSDAY MARCH 9TH 2006
WHEN: 5:01 PM
WEIGHT: 7 LBS 6 OZ.
HEIGHT: 18 1/2 INCHES
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| shes coming soon!! |
[31 Jan 2006|11:20am] |
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i am a CM dialated, and at the point where i cant walk... so hopefully the baby comes soon... i want her out!!! dont be surprised if you see a new baby picture sooner then you expected... cuz it could be anyday now
... ahhh!!!! im kinda scared but excited to see what she looks like at the same time.
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[15 Jan 2006|09:31am] |
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i just dont feel like you think i am worth that much to you.
your lies you tell
to my face
my stomach turns
with disgrace
who are you really
what do i know
are you the same person
i knew long ago
or are you just a lie
someone who betrays
a dark person is within you
hopefully its jsut a phase
when you are willing
to tell me the truth
ill be waiting
ill be waiting for you
no more lies please
that all that i ask
stop trying to hide
underneath that fake mask.
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| baby and life update. |
[10 Jan 2006|10:03pm] |
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today i have another doctors apt. i am about 32-33 weeks now... have about 3-7 more weeks to go depending on how early i will be... the doctor said that i might be having early contractions right not... and that the babies head is already down... other than that everything is going well..
me and anthony are doing really good... as good as it can be when you are with a stubborn puerto rican haha... the wedding is still being planned.. most likely going to be in may of 2007... so excited... cant wait...
hope everyone is doing well.
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[08 Jan 2006|11:04am] |
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so the engagement ring that anthony got me was a size 8... and i needed
to resize the ring to a size 4 1/2.... the jewelers all said that it
was impossible to resize it with that much of a difference, cuz the
side diamonds might pop off... so i am getting another ring... smaller
but has about the same amount of carots of 2.10 total weight, 18K white
gold... here is what it looks like:
i am so excited cuz i got a rush delivery and will be here tomorrow...
the good thing is... we got it a this size that fits me so i wont have
to wait this time to get it resized... saves money and time... thats
how it should have been done in the first place haha.
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| its sad when people turn out different then how you first saw them.... |
[04 Jan 2006|10:21pm] |
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Pray for Laurel and Ryane Dorsett... they are having some problems right now with Brandon... if you know them, and talk to her, you know what i am talking about... otherwise
still pray for the both of them...
HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL LAUREL... WE ALL LOVE YOU AND ARE ON YOUR SIDE!
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| Im finally engaged!!!! |
[25 Dec 2005|06:25pm] |
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haha... so
anthony asked me today after we opened presents... and if anyone wants
to know how he asked me... he gave the box to cambria, and said... here
cambria, give this to mommy haha... and she gave it to me... and yes...
i started crying even before i opened it... i knew exactly what it
was... haha...and of course i said yes!!!
heres a picture of it:
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| yeah fine... laugh!!! |
[19 Dec 2005|10:04am] |
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| Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas | 
For you, it's all about sharing times with family.
Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times. |
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| I feel like im crying dry tears.... |
[15 Dec 2005|10:41pm] |
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i dont know if i am going through a pre-partum depression, if there is such thing, or if it really means that no one really is willing to help me with everything.
today i seriously was crying inside... but my tears were just held back... i was staring in space just feeling sorry for myself but at the same time i feel like i just do it TO myself...
so my mom is fostering a month old baby... so while she is at work and class til 9pm, i am stuck watching cambria and this month old baby, keep in mind i am doing this almost 8 months pregnant... all i want to do is relax, but thats impossible to do... i am up at 7 am each morning until about 12pm at night... im just exhausted...
so today after class (4:30pm) anthony was supposed to meet me at my house... to help me out babysitting and with my math final thats this saturday... so forget that i got all ready to go out so we could do something since thursday is the day that he comes down and we hang out together... so i figured since amanda went out last night with her boyfriend, she could stay home and watch the baby (the foster baby) so i can finally go out and have some fun too... but no... she comes home around 5:00pm from work, and silly me thinking that she would be tired, she would want to stay home... but no... like always she stayed in her room the whole time and didnt come out and when she finally did come out she walked out the door... so i was stuck at home all day.... AGAIN... and on top of that... not even an hour after anthony got to my house he falls asleep.... well that was about 5:15 or so... its 10:50 now and he is still asleep.. but i didnt want to say anything cuz he always complains how i never let him sleep, or take naps... but what a waste... here i thought we would actually do something, or atleast id get alittle help with the kids... but thats too much to ask i guess.
...so basically he works tomorrow at 8am so he has to leave here around 7. so i guess he just drove down here for nothing cuz i barely even hung out with him... this is sooo not how i want to live my life... i am so getting tired of this... all i ask is for some help... and i dont even get that.
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| Like that Biiioch!!! |
[14 Dec 2005|01:33pm] |
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| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. |
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| Just looking... haha |
[06 Dec 2005|10:06pm] |
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i couldnt make up my mind on my favorite... i liked them all haha...
so... anthony??321
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| Picture of my belly... |
[04 Dec 2005|12:09pm] |
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Im about 7 1/2 months right now... about 13 more weeks away from my due date... which is march 5th...
but the doctors said i might be 2 weeks early again, which puts me at possibly 11 more weeks...
give it 2 1/2 more months til Baby Jordyn arrives!!!
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| changed the name... |
[30 Nov 2005|09:54pm] |
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the name was Jordyn Makayla... but finding out that the name Makayla meant "Myrtle" wasnt too appealing to me... so i decided to change the middle name to something else... however... im not telling anyone until she is born...
a few more months and then you can know... until then... wait with anticipation...
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| I NEED SOMEONE ELSE... |
[28 Nov 2005|09:29pm] |
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i just dont get how people say they love you,
and yet they are the same people who hurt you everyday...
they hurt you and then you just run back to them... so stupidly
they brainwash you, making you believe you are this evil person if you dont, and then somehow you find yourself at their every beck and call.
you are never right, always wrong..
and when you try to argue you just get more hurt then you started
why do you always have to ruin everything!!!!
you say you want to get married, but how would i ever marry someone who is mentally abusive and brings me down to my own shame..
you are selfish, only doing things for yourself.
i just cant be with you... im sorry.
you just arent the same person that i was with...
i need someone who will treat me right...
i need someone who will truely love me...
i need someone who will never hurt me...
i need someone who will not call me stupid...
i need someone who is not like you!
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